"Once Upon A Dream"

"Once Upon A Dream"

Once upon a dream

Upon a misty darkened night

I reach out for your warm embrace

to rid my soul of its eternal winter.

It's there that my heart is longing.

It burns beyond time.

It burns despite the cruel breath of the winter wind.

It burns though the world around it.

Is slowly driven into shadows.

I am once more in that darkness, looking for that same light.

Searching through your star, you're coming dawn

In a world of contradiction and pain,

I search my soul for the answers

I yearn to find and see only emptiness.

I cling to the heavens for hope -

a single light in this shadows world.

Upon a misty night

Once upon a dream 

Come Undone

Feeling blue
Feeling unwanted
Being guilt

Being rejected
For the things I do,
And the things I said

Not knowing for
Not knowing why
In jail, and on trial

A slave in prison
Punished without a 'cause.
For my need I beg

For my freedom I yearn
On my knee I pray
To come,
To come undone.

Written by Antonio De Villar
Copyright © 2003

Love Spaz

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore.

 Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ” Maybe we should be just friends ” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”